I started to swim with more objetividade, to practise sports of fight and survey of weight, with the intention to eliminate the acquired unreliability. I was soldade, and until I had the desire to sign up me in the French Foreign Legion. Later, then more confident, I obtained a job in the Campaign of Erradiucao of the Malaria, and was to work in the field, the border of the Cear with the Piaui, enter snakes, gypsies, indians, rivers of great volume and tracks of ounces. It was there that I started to feel adult to me. But the sensation of being child would not abandon me, easily. Still today, it has moments where, involuntary unconsciously resurge me the habit, inertial, of some immature behavior.
This has caused me enormous prejudices, also in the professional field. Until recently, not even I understood that everything was sequelas of a suffered infancy. Disria that, when preventing strategically, a set of males to the physical body, would have opted, freely, for a confrontation with other forms of the evil, where if the envy and the jealousy sobressaem. The question is: it would have, this option, been correct, or a contravention to the law of God? For the light spirit that was not identified, ‘ ‘ a man can be born in a penosa position and difficult, necessarily for he compels to look it to it the ways to win the difficulties. The mrido one consists of supporting without lamentation the consequncias of males that if they cannot prevent, in perseverar in the fight, in not despairing itself if he will not be successful, but not in a negligence that would be laziness more than what virtude’ ‘.